Day 16. Someone I Miss

It's extremely confidential even though I want to write about it so bad. Okay then, I'll try.

Now my feeling towards him is not the same as before, during quarantine time. I don’t feel like I miss him so badly. I should be glad because I can put him aside so I can focus on myself and what I really have to do. But I don’t know, I feel.. I still want him. I can’t deny it. Anyway, I have no idea why I can’t get him out of my mind even though I’m not as obsessed as before. I just feel that I have to let him go but at the same time I also have to keep faith in.. I don’t know. 

Maybe the idea is this: I shouldn’t be burdened about my feeling towards him, I have to accept that I have a crush on him and there’s nothing holding me back. I have to leave the rest to the Universe because I have no clue how his feeling towards me is. I have to trust that what it meant to me will absolutely come to me.